I used to be able to adapt myself easily in a new environment.
but now I think it's getting harder and harder.
It's hard to adapt myself with my current life. Maybe it's because too much changes are happening at the same time.
Sometimes I'm happy, sometimes I feel strong, sometimes I think I can bear with it just a little bit more.
and sometimes, I just lose it.
Tonight is one of those times.
It is hard...
This is hard...
pray for me.