Sort things out

Bismillah.

Have you ever felt that you were thinking too much, or thinking of so many things at a time, and you're confused of which one to focus on first?

I have.

Now that's when we reaaally have to remain calm, and calmly, sort things out.
Insya-Allah, after you organize your thoughts, it'll be easier to focus on the main thing.
You'll know which to focus first. You'll know your priority.
Try to get rid of lagha things.

Sorting things out. Photo source.

Remain calm. Be cool. Be organized.

Semoga kita semua dapat mengenal pasti keutamaan masing-masing, dan mengabaikan tarikan-tarikan lain yang sia-sia. Benda kecil, biarkan kecil. Fokus pada yang utama. Tekadkan azam.

Allah kan ada.

:D

Astaghfirullah al-adzim.
Walhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal.

Making decision

Ehem. Bismillah.

Life left us with so much decision to make.
From the simplest of choosing the meal to eat,
to the biggest decision: to marry or not, to live or to die, to hell or to heaven.

Sometimes, the decision we choose to take will be different from others.
That's when we will have to have a strong will to take the decision.

Because you know,
We don't always have the same preferences.
People are different.
And the difference is what makes you, you.


Be brave to be different.
Be brave to take 'the road less travelled by'.

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photo source: here.  

Background story behind the idea to write this kind of thing;

I decided to join First Aid as my co-curriculum activity, although in my heart, I reaaally wanted to join Scouts (or others yang lasak-lasak skit).
The reason is just because most of my classmates chose to join it.
On the first day of the class, we got our first lesson. The introduction to First Aid.
The madam gave us the examples of the worst case scenarios in an accident.
What should we do if the victim is injured badly, etc..
Thankfully she didn't show us any pictures, but just listening to her description gives me goosebumps. 

I started to think how I regretted joining First Aid. I could hardly stand it.
And it's just the beginning..
And the thought of, "if only"s kept crossing over my mind.
And I kept telling myself that I should have a greater will. A stronger will.
I should have just ....

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But then, after having few thoughts of it over and over again,
I think I'll just go with the flow.
For this time, I'll try to take the road most travelled by, although it's not my kind of preferences.

This is also something new to me.
Trying something that's not according to my liking.
Who knows as I go on, I'll start to develop interest in it... (hopefully)..

Now, dear me, let's try to not regret what I, myself has chosen.
Something good will come up, insya-Allah.

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P/S: aaaah, feels good to let things out like this. Alhamdulillah.

Another start of something new.

Bismillah.

Look at this! Look at this!

Insya-Allah, I am officially a UTM undergraduate student. Alhamdulillah :D
The orientation week (known as MTM) has ended, alhamdulillah.
I got to stay in Kolej Perdana, alhamdulillah.
The wifi in Faculty of Education is good, alhamdulillah.
Alhamdulillah for everything.

Jakun locker dia besar dan banyak ruang.

I got a new roommate, Effa. She is from Kelantan and is very nice :)
Two of my girl friends from my foundation year are also studying TESL here; Teno and Sarah :)
Our rooms are in the 8th floor. Luckily there's two lifts but only one is functioning. Hopefully it will function soon.
The scenery we can see from our window is beautiful, subhanallah.
Our residential college is just beside a forest and is kind of higher than other buildings, so it is cold in the morning. I can even see the fogs. The air is so fresh, alhamdulillah. Hopefully the environment will be good for our study.

In Faculty of Education in UTM, TESL students of our batch consist of only 19 students, with 16 females and 3 males. All 16 females live in the same block and level, so I think it will be easy for us to do work together.
Hopefully, in this four years, we will be close. Very close.
Have I ever mentioned that this will be my first time studying with multi-racial and religion friends? Yeah, there are Malay, Chinese and Melanau girls. Jakun jom.

Our subjects/courses for undergraduate study is just about the same as in our foundation, only we will learn deeper in each subjects, as usual. For our first semester, we will take 9 courses. Oh, and as you can see above, our programme's name is Bachelor of Science with Education (TESL). The 'Science' is our minor and specifically, the Science field we're going to study is Multimedia. The credit hour for Multimedia-related subject is kinda big, so I think we really have to score that. We will also study Japanese (yeay!) as a third language. And in our 2nd sem of the 3rd year, we will have our practical. Gulp.

Hm. I am excited to start this new journey and am feeling very nervous in the same time.
Hopefully this journey will be a lot more better than before.
Hopefully I will always make my goal clear to strive in this journey.
Hopefully I will be strong to endure all challenges and hardship ahead. Aliya K = Aliya Kuat.
Hopefully, everything will turn out well.

Do pray for me. For the best.

My inspiration. Yes, myself. CEH. My parents laa. Abamama..
in front of Dewan Seri Perdana.

May Allah show His guidance throughout this new journey.
May Allah bless this new journey.
Ameen.

Most of my friends had registered to universities for their undergraduate programmes too. May Allah guide them and always lend them strength to strive in their life.

My friends are all over Malaysia and the world now. UTM, UM, UPM, UiTM, UNIMAS, USM, UniSZA, UIA, UMS, UKM, etc. Egypt, Jordan, Turkey, etc.
All the best, friends!


Last but not least,
I miss them so so so SO SO much!

Taught them from May to July. 

May Allah bless them.

Nasib baik kat Johor lagi.

That's all for now.
Salam.

P/S: Semoga hati tetap suci, neutral dan terpelihara.