Anyeong 2020

Akram is now 1 year and 8 months

Assalamualaikum.

It sure has been a long while. Since I'm kinda having a free time right now, I'll just write here.
It's a new year. My last post was also about welcoming a new year. 2019 was a year of uncertainties. But alhamdulillah everything has passed

• Got my first job in 2019. Alhamdulillah, target achieved.
• Graduated with Master's Degree! The convo was in April.
• Attended interviews to work in government sector. Got calon simpanan for one, and alhamdulillah succeeded for another.
• Handed in resignation letter for my first job to wait for the offer. Meanwhile, applied to work at other places too (because... we need salary, right?..)
• Got another job. Alhamdulillah. But just recently I got the result for government teacher position. So, I have handed in resignation letter again ;;

Herher. Weird phase, right? Keep switching jobs. I find it awkward too, to keep getting to know new people, to adapt to new places. But well, I think the experience will be priceless.

For my personal life,

• Moved into my parents' house again. Lol.
• Got pregnant again! 7 months earlier than planned but sokay, still excited.
• Didn't manage to do aqiqah for Akram last year, but alhamdulillah managed to do it this month because there's a flash sale. So alhamdulillah, it has been achieved :)

Angah (Akram's adik) has just turned 7 months. The biweekly check-up has just started, the baby movement monitoring has also started. Can't believe I'm at this phase already. Time passes by so fast.

But it feels slow when I'm working. Kehkeh.

For 2020, since it's still January and I still don't know where I will be posted, the future is still blurry. I have some plans with my husband but don't know if we can carry them out. Oh well. Just follow the flow.

Growing up, I do feel awkward that I can't see the future. When I was in school, I always know what to expect, since our timeline is uniformed under the same education system, but as soon as degree finished, everyone has their own path and pace. It was a struggle to keep adapting and accepting things that happened in my own life because it wasn't the same as other people's lol. But as time passes - and I think having a calm husband helps too - I can just follow the flow. So now I don't feel as panicked as I was before. Haha.

I guess I have nothing more to share.

May Allah ease everything for us, this year too.
May Allah bless.

See you when I see you, bloggie.