Just posting another note to remind myself that I'm already 21.
and so far,
I really appreciate the experiences I've gone through
and the presence of the people around me.
I can't say they're all perfect,
but I think,
what has happened, how people are with me and everything,
is just perfect for me.
or rather, I'd say they suit me better.
Because this life is a journey and the experiences are tarbiyyah,
in which the tarbiyyah I have is especially made for me,
so that I'd develop as an individual,
who'd fulfill the terms & conditions to enter His jannah.
one fine day,
have strength, have faith.
because Allah is always here.